This CANCER of your

What is happening to me??
Never thouhgt that i would be like this
This cancer of your..
I always been like this
I hate it and really hate it very much
Why do i need to go through this
Make me feel weak
Make me feel lonesome
Make me feel bored
How i wish i could get rid of this kind of thing
This cancer of yours make me suffer so much
Make me MISS YOU so much
Do please give me some cure of yours
I wanna hear you
I wanna talk to you
Because..
I really MISS YOU..
I really miss your JOKES
I miss your LAUGH
I miss everything that is YOU
Why do you make me be like this dear?

i hate YOU